She was raised and educated to become the stereotypical good girl. Has she lost her own nature? On the contrary it roars inside her. She is a rocket girl. 
“The man is a child
Who took a lifetime to restrain oneself,
To limit oneself, to be limited, to accept oneself limited
At adulthood he reached it, almost reached it”
— Henri Michaux

To my beloved grandmother Maria Musitelli.

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